I know I'm boring and uninteresting. I also know that I can't write. People say I can but I know that I can't. I wish they would just be blunt. Be honest. Maybe I'm paranoid. Whenever I tell people something or write something and let them see it. I get scared. Scared of what they are going to say or think. I can't help it. Yet I want them to be honest. So please. Be honest. Tell me the truth. Ease my paranoia.